SO i don’t have ever have time to make long posts about everything happening in my life because i’m rarely on tumblr these days but for those who care:
- being an RA has already been more of a gratifying, difficult, stressful, amazing, and life-changing experience than i could have ever hoped.
- my classes are perfect and my major is perfect, and because of glorious divine providence my future is falling into place slowly but surely. a professor of mine recommended i look into being a fulbright scholar after i graduate, which is perfect because i wanted to do a gap year before law school. so applying for that is on the horizon, plus my internship at a law firm is coming up next year. i decided i want to do a dual law degree/phD program, and i’m likely pursuing my doctorate in ethics. i’m taking a practice LSAT next week and everything is becoming real which is both horrifying and exhilarating.
- arcade fire boy likes me!!!! i can’t really reciprocate a romantic attraction with him though so that’s an awkward conversation which is pending
- ultimately SO stoked on life and GOD IS GOOD
carrotflowerkingdom SERIOUSLY. the post concert sadness is real right now, i don’t know how another show could ever possibly compare.
last night was probably one of the most important nights of my life
there is nothing like actually SEEING a band who has gotten you through so much, whose lyrics you would tattoo all over your body if you could, and to whom so many memories are bound. i just wanted to run up on stage and hug jeff and tell him all he’s done for me.
the best part was when they said they weren’t doing an encore and i was a little bummed because they hadn’t played “engine” yet which is my favorite song but i wasn’t expecting them to play it necessarily because ferris wheel on fire isn’t one of their main albums … BUT THEN THEY CAME BACK OUT AND JEFF WAS LIKE “WE LIED WE’RE DOING AN ENCORE” AND THEY PLAYED ENGINE AND I STARTED CRYING
neutral freaking milk hotel omg i can’t believe last night was real
Do you ever have that moment when a kid is looking at you and you realize that they’re looking at you as a grown up? Then its like no child im a children too, dont. Im sorry my outward appearance confuses you.
next time you’re over at your friends’ house ask them if you can “do the dishes.” they will be incredibly surprised and thankful but will soon wish they never let you near them as you proceed to break them all on your knees while yelling “do is an ambiguous verb”